{"id":42875,"date":"2025-11-18T06:13:00","date_gmt":"2025-11-18T11:13:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/briansolomon.com\/trackingthelight\/?p=42875"},"modified":"2025-11-16T22:16:48","modified_gmt":"2025-11-17T03:16:48","slug":"sometimes-a-bit-of-pretend-makes-it-real","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/briansolomon.com\/trackingthelight\/sometimes-a-bit-of-pretend-makes-it-real\/","title":{"rendered":"Sometimes a bit of Pretend Makes it Real"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I like to write in layers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The surface is but the top of that parfait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When I need to find ground, it helps to pick up a camera.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When I&#8217;m lost, I need to travel back to a special place.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>On this September Day, I needed to be back long ago.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My links to it  were memories of a trip in August 1981; a black EMD end-cab diesel, and a old Brooklyn Eastern District sidetank steam switcher. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I was seeing each of these things for something other than what they are. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My reality wasn&#8217;t very good that day, but at least I made some photos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Too often the differential between how we want things to be and how they really  are,  results in our disconnection with reality. 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